These are what I call “Film diary” which is basically this: I load a roll of color film into my camera. When I am feeling overwhelmed (with good or bad feeling) angry, or like I have something inside my head I find the nearest piece of paper and writing utensil and I write a quick note, compose an image, and capture it. I proceed to forget about it. (And throw the paper away, in a tiny ball.) Not seeing the image is a way for me to try to let go of these feelings, at least for a little while. When I develop them (usually a month or so later) I remember again, with a bit more perspective. These are from the end of last semester. They’re not dated, but they are in order of when I took them.
(I don’t think I’m honest with myself anymore)